Monday, April 7, 2014
It’s so hard being patient.
Waiting on God.
Trying not to worry.
If only I could have glimpsed into the future. I’d know what to do.
Definitely not one of my strong suits.
I was unsure.
I lived day to day.
I wanted to lend God a helping hand.
If only I could get a piece of the puzzle.
I could’ve helped.
God didn’t need my help. But naturally I tried.
I couldn’t help but wonder.
Should I do this or that? Is that an answer? Could this be it?
So confused. I doubted. I was falling into Satan’s trap.
I asked God what he had for me? My marriage? My husband? My children? My ministry? My purpose?
Answers, answers, answers. I just wanted some answers.
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; Knock, and it will be opened to you.Matthew 7:7
P.S. I didn’t get answers right away. I had to stay on my knees. I had to seek. I eventually I found God. I’m still still on my knees…with a few promises.